Everywhere I look there are posts and article enticing me to take back my sexy, regain my libido, bring back the magic even in the midst of my moving into my menopausal years. I giggle at this constant urging to maintain the juiciness of my 20's, 30's, hell even my 40's.
What if I don't want to?!?!
I think of my grandmothers at 52 (OK, I am almost 52). My Grams were not sporting around in lycra enhanced-legging style jeans, high heels, and low cut tops showing off cleavage (and one of my Grams had quite the cleavage to show off had she been so inclined). They were being wise women, Grammas, women in the fall and winter seasons of their lives, crones with a twinkle! No pressure to have perky breasts and saunter out into the world looking and acting sexy.
I am not saying I am getting old. Hell, not even close my friends! I have many decades to indulge in the the pleasures and challenges of life:
- mountain climbing
- my kids & pets
- hiking, canoeing, kayaking, and swimming about the ADK Mountains
- hell, swimming in my backyard woods
- diving deeper into my healer skills
- hanging with my partner
- good food
- making my community a better place for all
- fun, fun, fun (and not necessarily in this order)
As humans we only have a certain amount of energy to expend in a day's time or over a lifetime. Some of us are more energetic than others... never the less, there is a finite amount of energy. When we no longer ovulate, creating that hormonal drive to procreate and pursue the best sperm donor (the innate drive to have sex!), our energies shift elsewhere. We focus on other things. This is a natural phenomena.
When a female dog (or any mammal) no longer ovulates and "goes into heat" said dog is not out looking for a hot male to stand for. Have a dog spayed, surgical menopause, and the lack of interest in standing for a male is immediate. No one expects that female dog to keep strutting her stuff.
I am told, when one moves through the initial years of menopausal happenings and a lack of desire (most of the time) that this desire thing returns. Returns in a different way... not the hormonal driven desire but as a gentler sort of desire. Hmm, thoughts ladies? If only we still lived in community sharing our wisdom from generation to generation...
Thoughts are always welcome, in fact, encouraged!
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